New Song #2

I found, at night
shining in the big room
it's a bowl of fun
underneath my bed
if it were stingers
I'll take you for granted
and I have before
and I will again

I can feel it right behind me
it's a shadow up against my head
and its gonna to fall apart, and now
and you know it never will again

I am scarred and battle torn
often thought I'd seen it
this will tear our thoughts out
this will be my god
and you know it's alright
I have been defeated
down inside and bottled up
I know where I am

and not a moment too soon
part of me just walked out the room
I could stay still
but this is not the place

it's a bowl of fun
coming back together
if it's getting wet
come out from the rain

I can feel it right behind me
it's a shadow up against my head
and its gonna to fall apart, and now
and you know it never will again

and it's time to cross the road
I have been defeated
this will tear our thoughts out
this involves a god
and you know it's all around
and it's not defeated
and you know about this
I know where I am

and not a moment too soon
part of me just walked out the room
I could stay still
but this is not the place