to clear conscience of who I am
I break a silence, keeps it all in
I've given you everything, I wish you knew
I did it for me, I didn't do it for you

I looked her way with X-Ray Eyes
and she looked like she was not even there

preserving the things that I have kept from you
didn't give them away, you had asked me to
you're pointing at me and how do I reply?
I smash your fingers and drag you away

I looked her way with X-Ray Eyes
and she looked like she was not even there

I cannot deny that I had planned this
I only gave till I was done
falling on me this happy ending
I know, I was awake and she was numb

but when she started to leave
finally started to leave
then she looked like she was not even there